I 
thought a picture of me and Mom from this past May would be appropriate 
here so you can see me and Mom.  
I
 have (triumphant fanfare trumpet music) conquered the first dreaded and
 dreadful (to be honest) day of my "new me" plan and I am proud to 
report that I got weighed and found out that I only gained back 5 pounds
 of the 30 I lost earlier this year.  I also made it through the day 
yesterday without eating any gluten or dairy and mostly sugar 
free--perhaps a bit in the few raisins and Craisins in the "healthy 
breakfast bread recipe" that I found.  I even eliminated the evil 
non-dairy flavored coffee creamer that I am also addicted to and 
switched to coconut milk coffee creamer.  I picked up one "organic" soy 
creamer and one coconut creamer in the vanilla flavor--I will let you 
know which one turns out to be the best.  So far, the coconut isn't bad.
  It's not the white death of the liquid, flavored non-dairy coffee 
creamers, but it doesn't make me want to run and spit it out like the 
old "natural" creamers did.  I made a wonderful breakfast bread that is 
gluten free cinnamon raisin and added a bunch more healthy things to it.
  It is awesome.  I am a carb addict and I have to have at least one 
slice of bread every day or I crave it like crazy and end up binging on 
pizza or something even worse.  Cutting back on all these things is 
pretty wonderful--for me and for my pride in being able to do it--even 
for one day!  I feel a lot better today--just achy all over--not sharp 
pain anywhere so far. Considering the amount of pain I have been 
experiencing, this is a huge improvement. I also started drinking a 
Vitamin Water that is sweetened with Stevia.  Eliminating all sodas and 
drinking flavored water since I can't drink plain water without 
choking--I'm not kidding--I'm serious--has helped a lot too. I really 
need to hysdrate more and since I can't do [plain water, I used to drink
 the Stevia sodas, but they are better than Dr. Pepper, but still sodas.
  I need to up the "water" intake any way I can.  I am putting a more in
 depth post on my personal blog describing the diet and listing the 
supplements I am taking and the rest.  I am also reading as much 
inspirational reading and working on getting the budget, the bills and 
my 2010 taxes finally completed so I am not hopelessly behind on every 
thing.  Being unable to have more than about 5 hours of quality work 
time this last round of the wheel of the year has taken a huge toll on 
me in a lot of ways.  The stress is terrible and I am just lucky to be 
able to get bathed and dressed to do things around the house.  I confess
 that it has been a lot worse than I have let on and I am hoping that 
the progress I am making will inspire you ladies as well.  I am hoping 
that my goody box of natural pain remedies arrives today so I can get 
started on that part of the plan as well.  Well--I have rambled on here 
for quite a while and probably bored some of you to sleep, but I am so 
happy to be able to take these stesp--however small and I plan on 
working this plan until I go back to being the shining, happy, beautiful
 me that I love and some of you got a chance to know and love.  If you 
would, PLEASE send me good energy to help me keep with the plan and if I
 do fall off the healthy living wagon--please send me patience so I 
don't let my overly critical Virgo self just give up if I slip up. This diet is not anything in particular--just stuff I like and striving toward dairy and gluten free with the allowance of active culture yogurt.
Monday
9AM-Peach Yogurt sweetened with Stevia
11AM-Mixed Green Salad, tomato, onion, red pepper, Goddess Dressing; Salmon scrambled eggs with onions, peppers, mushrooms and garlic
1PM-Strawberry/Banana/Peach Vanilla Protein Smoothie with Vanilla low fat soy milk
3PM-Cherry Vanilla Yogurt sweetened with Stevia
5PM-1 slice gluten free cinnamon raisin bread-no peanut butter
 7PM-1 slice gluten free cinnamon raisin bread-with 1 T. sugar free peanut butter
Vitamin Zero Lemonade--2-20 oz.; Coffee sweetened with Stevia and Organic coconut milk creamer -2- 16 oz cups
 Monday and Tuesday Supplements-1 multiple vitamin, 1-Citrical D;1-Mag-Ox; 2-Vit B-12-1000mg; 2-Vit. D-400 IU; 2-Zafirlukast for asthma; 1 20 mg Fluoxetine (Prozac) for depression; 1-15 mg blood pressure med; 1-Tumerica capsule; 1 Rhodiola energy capsule; 1-Super Thistlyn; 2 Omega-3 fish oils capsule-1000mg
Tuesday
9AM-2 thin slices of gluten free cinnamon raisin bread-with 1 T. sugar free peanut butter
11AM- 6 ounces-Strawberry/Banana/Peach Vanilla Protein Smoothie with Vanilla low fat soy milk
1 PM-Mixed Green Salad, tomato, onion, red pepper, Goddess Dressing; Salmon scrambled eggs with onions, peppers, mushrooms and garlic
3PM- Cherry Vanilla Yogurt sweetened with Stevia