Things I am Looking Forward to
Here are some of the things I am looking forward to WHEN I reach my
goal of 140 pounds, (140 pounds from now!) which is average for my height of 5'6":
- Traveling to Ireland, Scotland, Brittany, the Isle of Man, and lots of other places, be able to backpack, walk miles all over the place and still have enough energy left over to write about it when I get back to my room or campsite
- Having Jamey do a photo shoot of me as Brighid while in Ireland
- Wearing shorts
- Wearing clothes in "my style," not what is available in my size in the fat lady catalogs
- Getting rid of my entire wardrobe and starting over again except for my absolute favorite outfits which I can get taken in!!
- Feeling joyous and alive in my body
- Wearing pants again
- Being comfortable in pictures even if I am not "picture perfect."
- Being able to run again
- Being able to walk again
- Being able to climb steps again without breathing heavy
- Being able to run up and down the steps to the upstairs, attic and basement and as a result, be able to live in my entire house not just one floor
- Being able to remodel my house to be the way I want it to be without having to sacrifice things since I can't bend over or reach that far or climb up on that ladder or because I hurt too badly
- Seeing old friends that I’ve been avoiding
- Going to my next class reunion in 2013
- Feeling more comfortable around people
- Being able to go to amusement parks and actually ride rides
- Feeling attractive again, having men flirt with me again
- Go shopping at regular stores rather than fat lady catalogs
- Feeling comfortable being in public again working, teaching, singing, dancing...
- Actually be able to have a real job again or really make money working my company without being so exhausted I get sick at the end of the week/day
- Getting Long Term Care life insurance (I’m always denied cause of my weight)
- Going swimming again; going to the beach and actually wearing a bathing suit
- Going bike-riding for the first time again since I was 15 and had that bike accident
- Being able to go anywhere and not worry about breaking chairs or fitting in them
- Feel like I am not a disappointment to Jamey, my family or my friends
- Go to the movie theater again and once again fit into the seats
- Do yoga
- Go the Renn Faire again and wear a corset!!
- Dance around the bonfire at festivals in sexy outfits
- Wear tank-tops or strap-less tops
- Wear cuter sandals and shoes
- Being able to wear my hair down without it making me sweat so bad I can't stand it!
- Post sexy pictures on facebook
- Wear a two piece bathing suit
- Take Bellydance lessons
- Join a gym
- Get really FIT!
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